Thursday, September 07, 2006

The Face of an Angel

Why is it strangers and people you hardly know love to ask how your baby sleeps. Why the hell should they care? Is it to make you feel llike a bad parent if you can't say "Oh, she sleeps for 12 hours a night!" I personally am so glad my baby wakes up at night. WhileI admit, I am tired, I truley cherish those moment at night when she wakes up and just wants to be close to her momma. And every time morning comes that is one less night I have with her as a baby needing only me. So, no my baby does not sleep through the night. But she has a compasionate momma who is more than happy to nurture her and give her the love she needs all day and all night. I wouldn't want it any other way.

I think the hardest part of having a baby is letting go of the furture and what you want it to look like and just enjoying the present and the way things already are. Time goes too fast and if you spend it worried about what you are doing now affecting your babies behavior a month from now, you can waste all of this time and never get it back. Just look at her. She is an agel sent from heaven straight to my arms. Just like the pug dog, only better.